Am I “Her”?

Overheard your homies talking about the new shawty you dealing with, no one knew we talked at least no one of my knowledge.

But am I her ? The one they said you always dreamed of having, the one that make you do the craziest things, things you have never done before. Am I her ?

Sometimes I ask myself am I the only female your dealing with out of curiosity . I mean I asked you before but you told me yes and who am I to believe that.

Men from my past always lied to me and maybe that’s why I false to believe you, false to trust you.

You never did anything wrong for me to not believe you or trust you. Maybe it’s me, scared! Scared to love again, trust again and even to believe again.

I seen you post about a mysterious girl and I ask myself is he talking about me ? I would hope so.

You say “She’s the smartest and prettiest thing walking, perfect smile and all.” Am I her that you speak so highly of ?

You also say “She’s a lady in the streets but a freak in the sheets.” And again I ask myself. Am I her ?

Am I the girl that makes you do the craziest things ? Things you have never done before ? Am I the girl you always dreamed of having ? Am I the girl that your homies spoke of ?

Am I her ? I would never know...