Alone

The definition of alone but not alone to me is when you're hurting but no one seems to notice, the definition of alone but not alone to me is sitting in a room full of people and you're dying yet no one seems to hear your screams for help, the definition of alone but not alone is me because I was raised in a family where feelings are left abandoned where the only reason to really cry is if someone is dead. I’d sit in a corner next to the TV that seems to grab everyone’s attention I'd sit there and cry yet no one sees me in pain they’d rather sit there and focus on other people’s problems, well what about the problems that’s here in home base what about the depression that fills my head so deep that makes me want to end it, what about the sleepless nights, alone but not alone isn’t what you think it is, it is a disease that has no real cure.