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Alone

I’m not okay.

By Willow SchmelzlePublished 6 years ago 1 min read
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Sometimes I feel really sad I’m nothing I was always nothing I’m lost I lost myself somewhere in the darkness I am not OK I turned into everything I never thought I’d be I really am sorry for being so fucked up I’m terrible I get it my mind never sleeps my mind is killing me no one has noticed how broken I am I’m so depressed and I hate it I feel as if I’m slowly giving up on everyone and everything you don’t understand how much I hate myself broken, useless, empty, alone, sad, too skinny, hopeless, not good enough, Its OK not to be OK sometimes someone hurts you so bad it stops hurting at all until something makes it feel again and then it all comes back every word, every hurt, every moment. My past defines me this is who I am I am unseen I am unheard I am unwanted this is what I am if even I am anything, deeper and deeper I fell within myself nothing could show me out how could you ever understand where I come from even if you ask even if you listen you do not really hear or see or feel you haven’t walked my path haven’t seen what I’ve seen people laugh they stare I’m lost in my dark soul nothing was how it’s supposed to be a heavy sadness filled my soul, I'M FINE THANKS FOR ASKING...

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