Addiction

I remember the first day I saw you, I would have never expected you to take over my life, you were so small and precious but before I even knew it you had a hold on me. Waking up everyday thinking of you I just wish these thoughts could find their way out of my brain but that's never the case, I took a little sniff of you and you went straight to my brain never to forget about you again. If only people could see what damage you have caused to me, waking up shaking, hot flashes, and nausea I think I'm going insane these feelings only go away when I take some more of you. Oh and don't even ask me about the things I'd do, who cares about money, love and friendship when I only need you, you are a demon from hell but also an angel from heaven, making me feel the way I feel when I'm high on you, nothing feels as great but it slowly fades again and then all I can think about is my next bump so I can feel the same, but it's never enough not until you're laying on the ground and can't even remember your name.