I got used to the abuse
I was addicted to you, it corrupted my view
I knew I shouldn’t pursue, but it’s too late
I’m already in a queue
I craved the abuse, so I hung my own noose
I longed for that high only you could imbue
I tried to fight it, but that was no use and
I don’t want to lose, but I know I can’t win
So I popped that pill, and let the demons in
You see this drug has a hold on me
Consuming me slowly
I can’t breathe someone please rescue me
It’s killing me, yet eventually I hope to be
Rid of this life it is not good for me
I know it’s wrong to long for you
But I’m an addict
What else am I supposed to do
I gotta stage a coup
Take back my brain from you
See what you’ve done to me
Please stop controlling me
Why can’t we just agree
To stop and live happily
But I need you to breathe
Come on you’re the cure for me
Shut up! Stop. Just stop.
Can’t be thinking like this
This type of thing ain’t bliss
I’m quitting just gotta be clean
Unfortunately this ain’t what it seems
It's not booze or drugs
There’s more to this thing
It’s madness I say
It’s madness you see
I’m addicted to madness
What more could it be
I’m an addict who is addicted to defeat
I put myself in this place and I wish I could leave
But try as I might I still need you to breathe
Maybe one day I’ll figure it out
Till then I’ll just be stuck with this doubt
About the Creator
Ink Equus
A writer with a desire.
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