Accomplishment Who

Fucked up my meds now I’m right back to a fucked up head

Wish my mind was genuine but it’s as fake as my friends

I can’t even get myself to get out of bed

Why face the world when they never listened to what you said,

Cared what you did

Or loved who you are

It’s just not worth it

So I look up to the stars and ask them why I’m living this life anymore

One minute I feel like I’m one of them

The next, gravity pulls me to the ground

Except they take me too far because I’m in hell now

I wish I felt found

At home in a clique of people in which I get along

Who cherish my dreams and don’t look down to the floor when I say something sweet

It’s like nobody likes you to be nice anymore

What the fuck is in store for the world that we live in?

What the fuck am I doing even living in it?

Am I just in the wrong place?

Around the wrong people?

Or is my existence the disgrace I feel from the evil

I try so hard to be peaceful but the whole world is so damn deceitful

Who do you trust when the people you do always make you feel less than equal

Who do you turn to when everyone’s arms are open but only if your body is devoted

My life is full of sequels

I get looked over time and time again

I’m just trying to look for my reason

I can’t see it in plain sight like you can

I have goals but if they don’t follow through then

Who am

I

Why can’t I just keep up the

Fight

Time keeps passing

By

Haven’t heard anything but

Lies

Haven’t accomplished anything in my

Life

Will I ever accomplish anything

Or are you all

Right