A Woman so bold she startled me
not in a way that terrified me
but shockingly
deep in me
I saw her darkness so beautifully
that deep in my heart I knew instantly
that she was the one for me.
one to take the pain away
one to numb the lonely days
and one to walk with till the end of days.
and never saw what people would say
She's no good kid
she's broken
walk away
I'd turn around with an angry scowl
say fuck you dude watch your mouth
you don't see what i see because you're a fool,
collectively
in a symphony of atomic chemistry
the universe created a perfect piece
of human engineering.
i've seen and done almost all life has to give
I've lived
I've loved
but mostly I've sinned
i have created
and even taken a life before
hell i've even died once before
resuscitated
i look up at faces from the hardwood floor.
So yes i was definitely startled and shocked when she looked at me
like open windows clear as day she saw right into me
and i stared back confidently
but probably looking foolishly
unsure of what i was actually
seeing for the first time here on this earth in reality
the perfect and beautiful equal
but in my mind so much greater and better half of me
now i sit here each day numb and so hollow
masking my pain with dope and the bottle
trying to forget what i once had
and thinking to myself she did truly love you and she will come back.
she was my sunshine
and thats what they called her.
now it's so dark
cold
and painful without her
i pray to heavens and hell and whoever is listening
please i beg of you bring her back to me
if not for a moment
a second
a blink of an eye
one last look
into those beautiful eyes.
About the Creator
Sinister Pens
Just a young twenty something year old with a past darker then coal writing his memories,thoughts,feeling and experiences down to stay sane in a crazy world.
Works mainly include dark,non fiction, erotica,self and horror/thriller writes
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