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A Sunshine So Cold

A Love Poem

By Sinister PensPublished 7 years ago 1 min read
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A Woman so bold she startled me

not in a way that terrified me

but shockingly

deep in me

I saw her darkness so beautifully

that deep in my heart I knew instantly

that she was the one for me.

one to take the pain away

one to numb the lonely days

and one to walk with till the end of days.

and never saw what people would say

She's no good kid

she's broken

walk away

I'd turn around with an angry scowl

say fuck you dude watch your mouth

you don't see what i see because you're a fool,

collectively

in a symphony of atomic chemistry

the universe created a perfect piece

of human engineering.

i've seen and done almost all life has to give

I've lived

I've loved

but mostly I've sinned

i have created

and even taken a life before

hell i've even died once before

resuscitated

i look up at faces from the hardwood floor.

So yes i was definitely startled and shocked when she looked at me

like open windows clear as day she saw right into me

and i stared back confidently

but probably looking foolishly

unsure of what i was actually

seeing for the first time here on this earth in reality

the perfect and beautiful equal

but in my mind so much greater and better half of me

now i sit here each day numb and so hollow

masking my pain with dope and the bottle

trying to forget what i once had

and thinking to myself she did truly love you and she will come back.

she was my sunshine

and thats what they called her.

now it's so dark

cold

and painful without her

i pray to heavens and hell and whoever is listening

please i beg of you bring her back to me

if not for a moment

a second

a blink of an eye

one last look

into those beautiful eyes.

love poems
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About the Creator

Sinister Pens

Just a young twenty something year old with a past darker then coal writing his memories,thoughts,feeling and experiences down to stay sane in a crazy world.

Works mainly include dark,non fiction, erotica,self and horror/thriller writes

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