A Requiem of a Romance

I try to find you

In other people

But were you really there

In the first place?

You cut me up into confetti

Will you throw me in the air

And let the wind carry me?

Will you throw my ashes

Like sprinkles on a cupcake?

Will you let me drown

in the loneliness you made me into?

Do I miss you?

Were you here in the first place?

Do you know who I am?

I am a tidal wave.

I rip into things and destroy.

She was right in

calling me a hurricane-

Everything I make is a mess.

Maybe

that's why

I'm so devoted to you.