A Rabbit Heart Mind

I like to go out long after the world is asleep to see what dreams look like ,

I wonder if I could look inside your mind ,

What types of secrets I would find ,

I wonder if a day will come when the sun will not fill the skies ,

There will be no rise ,

The light of day slowly cloaked in shadows till it dies ,

Would I even cry ,

Probably not for I love to see the moon and hear her sigh,

I try not to see the world with my eyes but perceive it with my mind ,

Try to teach my heart to be kind ,

Grow flowers from the seed planted in the soil of my soul ,

Look for a path to make me feel whole ,

I sketch roses over my scars ,

Scrub away years of hate with soap bars ,

I wait for a point where my body feels like a home ,

Wait for a love I can only wish to myself I had shown ,

But this feeling of inadequacy is all I've known ,

I fall back into space ,

Dream of a far off place ,

Wonder if I shall ever return from the rabbit hole in my mind ,

I'm searching within myself unsure what I'll find ,