I exhaled a plume of smoke
Toward the pale, empty sky
I didn't know then
What anguish awaited me
It was cold outside
Too cold for March
Snow piled up
Not pure, powdery snow
That sparkles and shimmers
Like a silent mirage
This snow was different
Ugly, muddy, grey
Cold and indifferent
It seemed to match
The colourless sky
I continued to pull
Painful smoke into my lungs
Shakily
Anxiety was overtaking me
I didn't know why
But now, in hindsight
I knew
My spirit knew
My heart knew
We all saw it coming
But didn't want to admit
I saw you there when I arrived
Cold and unresponsive
Your hands were always so warm
Now they were like ice
I tried to warm them
As you had warmed mine
When I was small
Your face was blank
White and colourless
Just like the pale, empty sky outside
The room was small, stifling
Machines beeped
Keeping you alive
I could almost see
Death, himself
Hovering over you
Waiting patiently
Gently, almost lovingly
To guide you on
To the next life
Away from me
I had to get out
Snow piled up
On the retaining wall
Around the smoking area
I dragged more smoke
Into my lungs
The same smoke
That was killing you
At that very moment
I cried
The tears nearly freezing to my face
When they hit the open air
I couldn't stop inhaling
That killing smoke
That murderous tar
Part of me wanted to go with you
And part of me did
My childhood
Was lowered into the grave beside you
What remained of my innocence
Was killed in a puff of smoke
As I watched my father die
About the Creator
A. R. Ambrosi
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