A Million Questions

Was it all just a dream?

All one long perfect dream

of something known as "Us"

Was the last three years just a dream?

were the last two weeks only a fairy tale that I became a child to believe it to be real?

Was there ever really a you and me?

Was this perfect reality really only a dream?

there's over a million questions going through my head like...

Were you ever really mine?

Were we just too good to be true?

Did you even want to be with me?

or did you just like my company because you were no longer alone?

Did you really love me?

All these questions go through my head

running over a thousand miles a minute

Like I don't even know what to think anymore

I honestly feel like my whole world was ripped away

like half my soul was just torn straight out of me and I'm being forced to live half alive

So many questions race through my head

not just about us...

but about you and her.

questions that are difficult to write and put into words

questions that I feel I will never get the answers to

the only two questions I think can actually bring myself to ask about the two of you is...

Do you love her?...

and...

Does she really make you happy?...