A Hot Cocoa Smile

Shut up and Don’t speak another word,

Not until only your breathing is heard,

Because I have finally figured it out,

What you may ask though all of this doubt

Clouds your judgement,

It chokes you out,

The nagging feeling that something is wrong,

Even with nothing to be afraid of,

There's that fear,

When I don’t see your name appear,

Over my screen and I don’t hesitate to tap the icon,

But I have finally figured it out,

You know what I've noticed?

The way you walked away,

So damn quickly,

When I was sure I would be the one to make you stay,

But no,

Of course, that wasn't the case,

But I’ll smile and nod and pretend It’s okay,

Because I’ve finally figured it out

Your voice was like winter,

So Beautiful and chilling,

You there with your hot cocoa smile and your overcast eyes,

With sweaters for the weathers and sweet syrup lies,

You there with your already-planned demise,

But that ends now because I’ve finally figured it out,

It was the moon who fell in love with the sun,

But that dyed-haired beauty was holding a gun,

Now with the moon all torn apart,

I guess even the moon needs time to become whole again,

At least time from a broken heart,

But it's going to be alright,

Because I finally figured it out,

Tell me something,

Is this your definition of love?

If so then, sugar,

You need to find a dictionary,

The game you play is a child's game,

Meant for the lighthearted confines of a kindergarten classroom,

We had a deal and you made me a promise,

But I should have known you would abandon it this way,

But it's okay,

Because I’ve finally figured it out

You are the reason that storms are named after people