A Cry for Help

Anxiety

Upon anxiety

With depression

Always lurking

I feel so alone

The silence

unnerving

No one

To turn too

No where

To go

The pain

That I feel

You don't

even know

I put on

A smile

I push

Through

the day

But little

Do you know

I'm never

Ok

I'm broken

Betrayed

I feel so afraid

I can't reach out

For the shame

I'm to blame

I shouldn't

be like this

My life

Should be

A bliss

All the

Opportunities

Ive missed

all In my reach

That's what

They'll preach

except

It's not

that easy

It's like there's

A leach

I try too

remove but

can never reach

So it's Sucking out

the life

of my once

Happy soul

this thing

That I'm bearing

really takes a toll

I'm crying

For help

So much loneliness

I've felt

can't seem to focus

my energies gone

my days drag on

everything wrongs

And It's been

like this

for oh so long

I don't

Try to speak

I have nothing

To say

My heads

In the clouds

My voices

get loud

But you

Won't understand

You won't

reach for

my hand

I know

where I stand

I'm

on my own

No one's

Calling

my phone

I feel

emptiness

Sadness

The depths

Of despair

Oh how

I wish

with someone

I could share

But honestly

Would

they even care

I just wish

There

was someone

looking out

for me

because

I'm falling

apart

And they don't

even see