9/17
From my upcoming book, 'An Exploration of Terror and Paranoia in Ordinary Lives.'
I’m seeing my birthday
Everywhere.
It’s just a day baby.
NO
IT’S
NOT.
9/17
I can’t get away from it.
You can’t read
The future
And if you could,
Then why can't it be you
winning the lottery?
She tried to go to bed,
But every night
She would have another
Panic attack.
I thought,
It was all
In her head.
We would have arguments everyday
Over it.
It was driving both of us
crazy.
I told her to go see the doctors.
She really didn’t want to.
She hated them.
They misdiagnosed people all the time.
They were fuck ups
Just like the rest of us.
She knew it.
She also worked
At a pharmacy
And would see people
Hooked
On all sorts of medication.
She wanted to be the last person
On earth
To take any unnecessary
Drugs.
Go to the doctors!
I will,
Only if you
Get rid
Of these damn spiders.
They were another problem.
Every night
Before we went to bed,
She would make me check
Under
And all around the bed.
No spiders here.
U sure?
She would always ask.
It would always annoy me.
But I did it anyways.
Because that’s what you do
When you care
For someone.
U think they’re
Listening to us?
No don’t say that.
It was a nice joke we had.
Something bright
To pass the time
Before the inevitable
Would happen.
Sometimes,
She would wake me up.
I can’t breathe.
I’d rub her back
And try
To calm her down.
Eventually,
She called the doctors.
She had to.
It was only getting worse.
The doctor said
I’m perfectly healthy.
That can’t be.
She said so.
They are running tests
Just to be sure.
After that,
She grew more fearful.
One day,
We were arguing.
It’s gonna be alright.
No it’s not.
9/17 is coming up
And I still can’t sleep,
My heart is acting funny…
In the middle of her frenzy,
A black spider
Crawled
onto the bed.
She screamed
Like she was being shot.
It crept away.
I thought you were checking
For spiders?!!!!
Truth is,
I was,
Just not very
thoroughly.
I was tired
And didn’t think
Nothing
Of it.
I told her
To take a sleeping pill
That night.
She did,
If only,
Out of pure exhaustion.
When I woke up,
I began rubbing her back.
She loved that.
It was her favorite thing about me.
There was no reaction.
Usually,
She let out
A small moan.
So I pinched her.
She absolutely hated that.
Still,
Nothing.
Baby you ok?
Time to wake up!
I turned her over.
Blood trickled down
Her mouth.
I could see spiders
Crawling
Out of her.
They had pieces
Of what looked like
Her heart
In their mouths.
I picked up the phone
To call 911.
I saw the date
On the phone.
9/17.
About the Creator
Raymond Deleon
Writing is what I do. Its possessed my soul. Poetry, articles, reviews, stories, jokes, and obituaries are the only things that stop the pain. This is my dream, my nightmare, my life. Someone please send help.
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