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Lying here,

I’m wide awake again.

Bloodshot eyed,

results of my offset circadian.

Moments like these,

I lay still.

Out of sync response-abilities,

they warn of my misaligned will.

The parts of you I’ve missed,

no longer exist.

The parts of me I’ve let go,

slowly coming back a flow.

I was always this,

while you were always that.

It’s okay to reminisce,

but we weren’t where reality was at.

And in my dreams,

our love is still bursting at the seams.

Let tonight be our last dance,

because you and I won't stand another chance.

I really believe in synchronicity,

therein lies the possibility.

So I have to ask you,

are you awake too?

It’s 3:33 a.m.,

... I'm so sorry Circadian,

my heart and mind are having a moment again.

My head is still spinning,

and my heart is still beating.

- c.r.rose