1:36 AM

It's been a year.

One whole year of disappointment and heartache.

365 days of confusion and inconsistency.

I would blame myself.

What did I do wrong?

Stepping on eggshells just for you to show an ounce of interest.

Broken trust and broken promises.

I used to lay awake with cries that screamed your name.

But in those cries, I found my strength.

Somewhere in those sleepless nights, I found my worth.

I granted you a second chance, undeservingly.

You spoke these sweet words,

They only turned into sweet nothings.

And as you ignore my efforts,

I realize what a waste this is.

The time.

The effort.

The Emotions.

Because at the end of the day, you only ever care for yourself.