[00:21 / 3.20.17]

Here are to the words I've never got the chance to say to you...Here are to the beautiful memories only I will remember...Here are to the ways you left me...

Do you remember that one rainy afternoon on Wednesday? Because I do. And I can't ever forget. Why?

You made my heart stop that day. You made me smile like I've never had before. You made me feel like the best thing in the world.

Funny too. Just three simple words and you practically had me in your hands.

I like you.

You might not remember it now. It might be a distant memory, or maybe it didn't happen at all. But it was so clear to me. It was so clear I was walking into the best and worst thing ever.

Oh god, you made my heart beat like a drum. You made me smile. You made me happy.

But you liked someone else. My feelings never really reached you. It was a one-sided love.

God, how I fucked up with you. I remember the long messages I've written to you that summer. My heart was ranted out in that one message. But your mind and heart wasn't in it. It was clear that you didn't care anymore.

It was so hard to stop. I found myself thinking about you. I found myself wanting to text you. I found myself wondering how you were doing.

But you didn't care. I should've took the hint. I should've stopped. I should've given up.

We hugged for that last time, naïve me thought that fixed everything. But everything went back to normal, and now I'm pretty sure you forgot all the memories we had of each other.

And they were pretty genuine. Or I like to think they were.