Thoughts Unedited...
A Glimpse of My Chaotic Brain
i find myself pacing the house, almost like a cat sniffing a mouse...
no actual goal in mind, just searching for peace to ease my never-ending mind...
jumbled thoughts fill my brain, like 10,000 pieces of a puzzle, someone poured down a drain...
normally for me, staring at these four walls, can calm the beast...
yet, as of right now, anguish is more of how i feel, to say the least...
it seems to me, when i give effort to life, life comes back and fills me with strife...
an end is near, i do fear...
the bottom of the bottle once again, has become my best friend...
depression is now my shadow...
wherever i go, she always follows...
on my right sleeve is my music, my relief...
without it, i would be filled with grief...
i can honestly admit at last, that in a short time, all of these feelings will pass...
teaching myself to move on, push forward, and to enjoy everyday's new dawn.
About the Creator
Jennifer Petersen
love to think and pour my thoughts onto paper... i enjoy writing mostly poetry, but also enjoy to envelop myself in deep thoughts of humanity and life ...
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