It's fine
Really
For me to expect more would be silly
I chase any shining soul that catches my eye with my hand outstretched
Holding my still beating
Black-blood bleeding heart
I seek to corrupt a work of art
I'm too repulsive
Too compulsive
Sudden movements scare the ugly shepard's sacred lamb
What entity would accept me as I am?
I'm this...
This...
Undead
Unnatural thing.
Neglecting all for a means to an end I can never achieve
I've let myself die
I'll kill myself every time
It almost feels good
I see a friend in the Reaper with his hood
Don't deceive me
Please me
Please be another to see me as I am
Run far pure white, little lamb
Grim things carve my soul to crave your flesh
Escape this addict
Distress
Distress
Run fast!
You're fucking pressed
I'm feeling blessed
Effervescent
Edging descent with my teeth bared
I know you're scared
But baby, I don't care
I'm inconsiderate
This is deliberate
So scream
Scream over the snakes
They're singing
They feed me venom with their songs
The lyrics are lies
But they cover things I despise
I love them with blind eyes
They're so good
They're no good
Toxins make black your heart like mine
Oh darling, always shine
Don't lose your mind in the iodine field
Don't you yield
I'm heating up
Purple gas is amuck
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
I'm in disguise
I'm in the skies
Pitch black wings spread far and wide
Don't try to hide
Don't you try to hide
Just
Run
I hate myself for having fun
This isn't fun
This isn't right
But...
It's just the sight.
Your pale skin glowing white with fright
This isn't right, but I love it
The aesthetic is beloved and there's nothing above it
Enter the lone doll
Head tall
Headstrong
Never wrong
Completely at peace in solitude
Laying in a field, looking at a sky of blue
All princes be blessed
I impose to duress
Turn the blooms to black shards
I wanna see you run far
Baby, baby
Run far
Run hard
Blatantly inspired
Don't you retire
I conspire against your being
I'm all seeing and expressive
But I'm irrational and obsessive
I can't describe what I see in you
I don't know what to do
It's true
I could dip you in roux and eat you up
I want you dark and corrupt
I want to walk with you through the rungs of "Gradus Amoris"
I don't care how arduous
I just want to see you fall
All in all
I always win
I'm not your friend
It's written in my crooked grin
Love
Fly above me, dove
Your wings will break
Your neck will ache
Plunge into my arms
Drown and never be harmed
Don't slow!
Don't be charmed
Can't you tell?
An angel fell
And you're an
Effigy
A reflection with no protection
So quake
I'm insidious
I'll cause your mind to break
I'm a fastidious rake
You're a distraction
A means of escape
I'll open you like a book
I'll drape your lungs over my shoulder
You'll need my presence to breathe
You see, you'll cede to heart to me
So just run
Jump the gun
It's okay
You're the prey of something beautifully monstrous
It wants you to fade
Decay
Become a macabre thing
Will you sing when you can't see?
Can't see that you're undesirable like me
About the Creator
Duanyell Williams
I like to tell stories.
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