Is It Just Me?

Is it just me? Or am I trippin'?

I just don't know what to feel anymore. I don't know how to feel anymore.

And that scares me. Cause I have a someone, someone fighting for me. Because this kid does everything he can to make me happy.

But I'm just not happy anymore & it's sad to think about it. But I just don't know what to feel anymore. I don't know how to feel anymore. Or is it just me?

It's scary to think "damn, we have a family now. Do I really wanna give up? Or should I keep fighting?"

But I'm just not happy anymore & it's sad to think about it. But I just don't know what to feel anymore. I don't know how to feel anymore. Or is it just me?

People always tell us how lucky we are to have each other. But there are mostly downs, than ups. Would you really want that? More downs than ups? I know I wouldn't.

But I'm just not happy anymore & it's sad to think about it. But I just don't know what to feel anymore. I don't know how to feel anymore. Or is it just me?

It's crazy to think that I still have so much love for this kid, but those three words just won't come out. No matter how many times I open my mouth to try and say it.

But I'm just not happy anymore & it's sad to think about it. But I just don't know what to feel anymore. I don't know how to feel anymore. Or is it just me?

Maybe it's just me...