The angry wind searches the darkened land,
The darkened land scowls at the restless sea,
The restless sea hisses frustration on the shore,
The shore shrugs its sandy shoulders, and carries on as before.
We humans seek ever changing stimulation,
We humans are frustrated without novelty,
We humans are never content to let things be,
We humans are prime examples of futility.
Only humans think time drags so slow,
Only humans regret growing old,
Only humans inflict boredom temper on all,
Only humans think God should come when they call.
We laugh and we cry
We live and we die.
We care and we believe
We sin and we grieve.
I strive to make you happy,
I fail and you call me tacky.
I feel so low and sad
I suffer when I make you mad.
My life you hold in your emotion,
My pain grows in commotion.
My guts twist when you rant and rave
My mind spins shut in dark cave.
Black is the colour of my day.
Black is the mood no sun's ray
Black is the verbal bile
Black is the devil's smile.
Futility is all we share
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The clock on the mantle shows the time of day,
but not time lost
not time misspent
not time wasted
not time regretted
not time of pain
not time of love
not time of hate
not time of being hated
not time of hurt pride
not time of failed love
So the clock is futility; mechanized
what good is the clock?
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The bottle stands half full
the glass is full to brim
The pain does not die with the gin
nor sorrow dull with each pull
I make mistakes but never with intent,
I am cursed and blamed, hated in a moment
now drowning in self-torment
all happiness and pleasure is rent.
My soul – if such exists, is in hell
blamed for errors many have made
may be in time this will fade.
yet to me loves death knell
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How futile efforts to please,
a thousand acts dismissed by one that's wrong.
How fragile is a love so strongly claimed
when one act from a thousand, causes anger and pain.
How futile is effort to please?
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The twilight of despair
the gap between life and death
the space between hope and suicide
We who live in this gap
know more of life than most
more than those so self-assured they never doubt.
Doubt --- that which is the only way to certainty
About the Creator
Peter Rose
Collections of "my" vocal essays with additions, are available as printed books ASIN 197680615 and 1980878536 also some fictional works and some e books available at Amazon;-
amazon.com/author/healthandfunpeterrose
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