Anger

All this rage inside

All this anger I feel

I try to hide

I try to heal

I scream and yell

Into the dark of night.

Holding on to hope that

In the morning, I'll be alright.

I'm mad at the shadows

That bounce off the walls

And even more with myself as

The first tear falls.

I'm angry at nothing and

Everything the same.

It feels like my heart has just

Burst into flames.

This feeling inside makes

My whole body ache

As I'm filling up for a final shake.

I explode into colors

Black, Gray, and Red

Sometimes I don't have a clue

What goes on in my head.

I begin to cry

I begin to calm

Because this anger inside

Sets off like a bomb.

I let out one final cry,

Then I go to sleep

And wake up red-eyed.

2016-SG