A Deeper Meaning

A Deeper Meaning.

As Edward Craved Bella through the Twilight.

I have Craved my life for you but you are no where in sight.

I have given my heart away too freely hoping to find the one who reflects my sincerity.

But all that came in the end was a broken love story of sorrow and pity.

To quote Ed Sheeran I guess I’m just thinking out loud.

My experience of love is like a built up storm within a cloud.

Full of thunder and lightening with the promise of rain.

Crashing down over a once beautiful landscape in a shower of pain.

Sure I may grab their attention and I may even take them home.

But truth be told sometimes in company you can still feel alone.

For its not the attention but a connection I crave.

I want someone to imprint on my heart and with their soul engrave.

I want to be more than just a 50 Shades Fantasy...

For there is more to me than this Body you see.

Sure your body will quiver and I will make you scream.

But am I really the one you can love and who lives in your dream.

For looks will fade, even of great sex we will tire.

It’s the beauty of heart and soul that remains after passionate fire.

That shines through the ashes that blow all around.

It’s beautiful personalities that raise us up off the ground.

So I search on for the soul mate that I believe is out there.

I search on weathered by experience and completely aware.

That what I want is something deeper with so much meaning.

I will not settle for less than what I deserve to be feeling.